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Sep 7, 2022Liked by Jasmine Nnenna

I’ve been having this visceral fear of running out of time lately. It feels like it’s taken me so long to finally discover “the thing”, to finally synthesize ideas and concepts into a tangible vehicle--that--to slow down even a tick or take the time to refine even a little bit, in my mind, pushes “the thing” over to the edge of :: this will never happen. Very dramatic haha! What I’ve found is that “the thing” is me and it is always being expressed, it is always impacting something, someone, somewhere so I can’t run out of time to do something that already exists. It’s a daily dance. 🪩 Thanks always for sharing your notes with us !

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This resonates so much - especially that continuous search for ‘the thing’. I feel like it is what I have spent the past two years doing, until it left me feeling exhausted. I love what you wrote, how ‘the thing is us and it is always being expressed’. Beautiful 🤍

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This resonates so deeply 🕊

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you're not dramatic at all, it too feel this way. And overtime I try to rush, it just doesn't feel as full you know? timing for everything i suppose

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Sep 7, 2022Liked by Jasmine Nnenna

So great to hear from you Jas ✨ I have also struggled with the notion of running out of time and its terrifying. Then I remember that time is a human construct and I feel better 😂 but it took me a long time to be chill about it, I was always on a track race against myself. I believe “running out of time” is also part of societies conditioning that once we reach a certain age we start to lose value (which is absolutely ridiculous). Sending you love Jas!

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that is totally the way society wants us to feel about gaining more experience and wisdom as we live more life. i think it might have to do something with imagination. it's almost like the spark of imagination is so valued that society deems only "younger" people to have access to it.

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Thank you for sharing.

Recently, the fear of time running out has been ever present. Possibly because I've finally allowed myself to just bathe in my own creative magic. There are so many ideas percolating and the feeling of not enough time to do all those things, mostly because of all the daily duties in order to survive in this world we are inhabiting. So I wrote them all down on the paper and used my bodily wisdom to really focus on the ones that light my inner fire.

Connection to Tarot and journaling has helped a lot. Also, an old podcast episode of you on the New Narrative talking about being a 3/5 Generator felt very comforting. As a 3/5 Generator myself, I felt so heard and validated. Thank you. You have such a calming and soothing way about you. Thank you, again for all you have been, are and will be.

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oh i'm so happy to hear that episode resonated with you. 3/5 profile isn't an easy one to navigate but it does come with a few super power tricks. hope you're uncovering them

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Sep 8, 2022Liked by Jasmine Nnenna

So great to hear from you Jas 🦋beautiful words to contemplate on. Time is something that I’ve been contemplating on lately. I realize it’s not lack of time I fear, rather the thing itself. Although I have no doubts that it will always ebb and flow. Stefanee’s words resonated so deeply - “the thing is me and therefore already exists.” I feel this. I have felt this so much this past year. What a beautiful conversation to be a part of today. Thank you all for sharing your contemplations 🤍

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thank you for always being a wonderful part of these conversations, you know i appreciate your take and depth on it all

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Sep 8, 2022Liked by Jasmine Nnenna

This is so timely for me! I’ve recently taking on new challenges, reconnecting with loves from my childhood but had felt some underlying discomfort which I hadn’t give myself space or time to listen too. Your notification popped up and I resonated so much with you wrote, particularly the fear of time running out. I feel like it’s really what I needed to hear! I had a great training session last night, feeling really positive this morning and blessed to have received your message. Well done Jas and great to hear from you 🌻

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i really enjoy when others are feeling in flow with life even amidst the challenges. it affirms to me that all of us is useful, not just the parts we deem so. <3

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Sep 8, 2022Liked by Jasmine Nnenna

So good to hear from you Jas and reconnect with Daily Sigh and the community.💖💫🙏🌙

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thank you love, it does feel nice to be peeking back in here. we really have a special community in this little part of the internet.

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