Our breath is formless.
We can’t prove it’s existence, just the affect it provides.
Our emotions are formless.
We can only see the symptoms it creates.
Tears. Laughter. Smile. Pain.
Symptoms are there to show the existence of its source.
So maybe we don’t focus on full trust because for too long we’ve associated full trust with a trust fall, an eternal end promising no relief to an ecstatic beginning.
Sacrificing ourselves, in order to prove that whatever we’ve given this trust to actually loves us enough to save us.
You don’t need saving.
You are God.
And as God there is an inherent knowing of your powers too vast to keep a tight tab on its everlasting effect.
Where can we look to see evidence of our Godness more than it’s absence?
Funneling our attention in that direction naturally expands our confidence, our belief & innocently our doubt.
Gene Key 63 says, “Doubt is born when you lose touch with the wonder of your imagination & confusion comes about when you rely too heavily on logic”
I can’t imagine we’re trying to get rid of doubt, just become more intimate with the roots it stakes connecting to our imagination.
Doubt leads us to self- inquire, the primary ingredient which illuminates the truth from within.
In times of doubt, I look to where I find the most inspiration?
In the first sip of my morning milky tea.
The way the orange sun beams into our living room at 5:44 pm.
Between the pauses the breeze takes before blessing us with another round of sighs.
I do this to affirm my aliveness, to nourish what has been depleted, to expand the reality of my field.
When I engage wholly with these symptoms, my imagination is aroused. I’m introduced to a familiar newness and instead of reflexively rejecting it, I place my presence in the direction of accepting, which naturally leads to holding more…
of me.
Once,
and then
again
and again
and again.
There are no short cuts.
It’s a loyalty to my own teachings and philosophies that reinforce the faculty of my receptivity.
xxJAS
Just... wow. Reading this I had a breakthrough, something that I have heard and my rational brain already knew, but now it has sunk into my bones. I deserve what I want because I was born with the desire. Whether that is because it will take me closer to my higher purpose or because it is my path, etc, but my true, deepest desires are the map. Not the diluted ask, like we touched on the other night, but the big asks. They are there to take me where I need to go. I deserve it, and I am worthy, I don’t have to heal or dissolve blockages to achieve my asks 🤯 asks aren’t even achievable 😱 omg I need to let this sink in 🤣